The Hunting Widow: Almost that time....

Swim suit time!

1. I wear a one piece... sometimes a tankini... because for me to be able to wear a bikini, I would of needed to start working out 3 years ago.
2. I've gotten past all body image issues (or at least my wellbutrin tells me I am). I will wear my one piece, I will get in the pool in front of people. My desire to be tan and sociable out ways my desire to hide my body. BUT, don't invite me to a public pool. I have my own, which you are all welcome to come use... You all know how I feel about the doublegate pool...
3. Do you know how hard it is to find quality one piece bathing suits?? That don't include a skirt, or thick straps, terrible tropical prints?? When you get past a size 14 (look at me being honest... ) and you have to start looking at "plus size" or XL anythings... they just start looking cheap and what I call "fat girl slutty." Just because I'm larger doesn't mean I want to flaunt my body... or accentuate my breast/hips/butt.

Here are a few things I might be purchasing soon... because I LOVE to tan and I LOVE my pool!!

Target:

Junior's One Shoulder Ruffle 1-Piece Swimsuit -Assorted Colors

Junior's Ruffle 1-Piece Swimsuit -Assorted Colors

Clean Water Women's One Shoulder 1-Piece Swimsuit -Assorted Colors

Clean Water Women's 1-Piece Swim Dress -Assorted Colors

I REALLY REALLY REALLY want this white bathing suit.... bring on the tanning oil... and with my cheapness... more like "bring on the baby oil"

ASSETS® by Sara Blakely® Women's Halter 1-Piece Ruffle Swimsuit -Magenta

Old Navy :

Women's Plus Printed Cross-Strap Swimsuits

Women's Plus Ruched Cross-Front Swimsuits

Loft: My personal favorites

Nautical Stripe Keyhole Halter One Piece Swimsuit - A peekaboo keyhole neckline adds flirty allure to this fresh striped style. Halter ties at back neck. Removable soft foam cups. Lined. To give you the best possible fit, use the following list to match sizes to your cup size: XS=A, S=A/B, M=B/C, L=C, XL=C/D

Bandeau Tankini Top - Designed with a sweet twist at the bodice, this flirty (and flattering) tankini style flaunts a smart removable strap—for twice the styling options. Single adjustable strap. Removable soft foam cups. Lined. To give you the best possible fit, use the following list to match sizes to your cup size: XS=A, S=A/B, M=B/C, L=C, XL=C/D

Herald Scroll Print Bandeau One Piece Swimsuit - With a glamorously retro print in chic black and white, this alluring bandeau style flaunts smart removable straps—for twice the styling options. Adjustable straps. Removable soft foam cups. Full bottom coverage. Lined.

Black and White Colorblock One Piece Swimsuit - In a Riviera-chic colorblock design, this luxe one-piece style flaunts smart removable straps—for twice the styling options. Contrast adjustable straps and piping. Removable soft foam cups. Lined. To give you the best possible fit, use the following list to match sizes to your cup size: XS=A, S=A/B, M=B/C, L=C, XL=C/D

Talbots (because we need to be honest with ourselves.... we're not 22 anymore )

Barcelona Sweetheart Strapless Miraclesuit®

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this has ZERO breast support. Don't think I haven't already thought about reconstructive breast surgery... especially now that breast feeding isn't an issue. Honestly, i want perfect, stand on their own boobs... the kind that look amazing at the beach, the kind that make me feel thin. Having big boobs makes you feel fat, no matter what you weigh. I've also wanted to look into getting a tummy tuck, don't lie to yourself... you want to as well.